13.12.10

can't handle.










invisibility.

I am trap in this wide world. I'm getting harsh and tired about my singing course, which is I felt it was sucks. I mean I really can't handle it anymore this time. I wanna be free. I want to spend my holiday having so much fun with my family, hang out with my besties, and other things. I don't want my holiday just attacked by some show that interrupt myself-confidence. BOOM! I didn't have any relax minute anymore. I am not an elastic thing. I am still a human being.

hate the life I live.

I hate my life ironically. I am forgettable. I am lost. I loose myself. I loose my soul. I didn't know who I am. I feel ill. gosh, why I felt this way. I need me back hurriedly.

7.12.10

get well.

get well soon grandpa. I love ya. I miss you so much. I know now you're sick and have to stay in hospital for a while, but I guarantee you will be better soon. lotso love :*

1.12.10

marry you.

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,

No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,

So whatcha wanna do?
Let's just run girl.
If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.
No, I won't blame you;
It was fun girl.